Lately I've been having bad dreams about you, I keep on waking up to fear and terror. I tried not to think about you so much but I just couldn't no matter how much I tried or want to. Why are you doing this to me? Do you really plan to ignore me till this long? But why, what wrong have I done that you completely ignoring me. You know no matter how you treated me, no matter how much you hurt or dissapointed me I never turn down on you. Never could. But I never ask for anything beyond your needs. I just want our life back again. Happy like we used to. But let me ask you this, What do you really want? I bet you would say 'I don't know'. Maybe it's true, it's not easy to change a person. Any maybe you never will. Because that's just you. It's pathetic don't you think? I'm your girlfriend but yet I can do nothing about it. And I bet other people understand you better than I do. If that was the case, what's the use of having me? Cause I thought I knew you. I guess I'm wrong. I'm at my wits end...